Will Clomid help my bone density or make it worse?

2021.10.23 22:56 NoMaximum2403 Will Clomid help my bone density or make it worse?

25 years old, had low T symptoms, total test was around 450 ng/dL, with a 9.0 pg/mL estradiol (sensitive). My bone density probably wasn't at its peak. Doc put me on 25mg EOD clomid. I've read conflicting studies and perspectives regarding if Clomid will increase bone density or not . I'm assuming that my increase in testosterone and estrogen from the Clomid will improve my bone density, is this the wrong assumption?
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2021.10.23 22:56 Asymptote_Supreme Undiagnosed

I’ve never had a psychiatrist. But recently I’ve realized just to function somewhat normally, I’ve had to expend probably quadruple what most people seem to need. Recently my suicidal ideation has taken a turn, where all of my previous inhibitions on it have just turned. I’ve come to some conclusion that life’s value as the average person knows it is an extension of sunk cost fallacy, and most things from memory to morality to hope are no less delusional to me than the collective delusion humanity as a whole seems to be under.
This supposition that life should be spent working, with no profit sharing or true value for employees is insane. As time goes on and all these profit margins expand, they find more and more unique ways to devalue the time of the individual.
I’ve kinda accepted thoughts on the nihilistic side. Like, okay yeah in totality life may have no meaning. But for any given person, we can never have any accurate ideas on what it all means. People try, as I have. But for me it’s like… reading a book. When I read a book, I don’t ever get the foolish notion to think bigger than I have a capacity for. In those moments all I can do is read a book, although any given page can be described as nothing- a transient experience I never thought to really question that.
But when it comes to life at large, it feels completely irresponsible to ignore the bigger picture. Entropy happens as any system, idea, or species grows in size. And that’s all I see happening.
Internally speaking, I’ve always felt as if I’m on a rollercoaster I can’t get off of. I’m tired of the whiplash, and I’m running out of steam. Or resistance to it? I’ve always lived my life kinda like playing those survival games where you gotta ration your resources and react to things you can’t see coming or really control. I’ve never felt stable, it’s been more like bobbing and weaving in some weird self destructive game with myself. I think I’m pretty sharp, but I’ve been my own opponent for what feels like my whole life.
It’s like being trapped in hell, like I have dreams and aspirations. I want to make music, I want to write more. I want to workout more, consistently. I can’t seem to maintain enough focus to truly do anything consistently through all of my emotions. So it’s like I can see my potential just… one step away.
So, here I am I guess. I’ve scheduled a psychiatric consultation, for november 8th. It seems to me bpd is a hard thing to diagnose or deal with even with someone attempting to treat you, but I worry any self diagnosis will be met with doubt first. I have an extreme phobia of psychiatry and the us mental health system in general, and it’s taken so much energy and so many tries just to schedule the appointment.
It’s at a counseling center. They didn’t tell me anything about who my psychiatrist would be, suppose it’ll just be whoever is available. And also 285 dollars or so just for the initial consult. I’ve wasted so much more money than that on nothing though, so I’m trying to convince myself that it’s a drop in the pan.
I’m afraid, and perpetually feeling some sort of identity issues. Derealization or something, I used to have some sort of baseline. I thought I lost my “fire” so to speak but it’s still there. Just kinda like in pokemon when it just does random moves because you aren’t a high enough level, and that’s new. It’s less controllable than it used to be, and I’m so tired.
So what do I say? How does this go? Thesedays my intensity or manic moments are aligning with the suicidal side, and I’ve been fantasizing about ending it more and more. I’ve made some pretty in depth paths to take there, I’m an organ donor and my body is healthy overall (seems built pretty tough, internally) so odds are I could maneuver a way to just pass them on.
Growing up my mom was schizophrenic, and my dad has more or less no conception of mental health issues being a valid thing. Which that view or inability of his to recognize how real it is contributed to my mom’s loss of her touch with reality. Yeah the schizophrenia didn’t help, but had he ever seen things outside of his myopic perceptions she mighta been just a bit better off. He went into debt paying psychologists and psychiatrists. And seems to work every day to keep that debt as motivation. Another truck driver. From outside perceptions a loving and good man. A large part of me hates him, because I feel so guilty about leaving this fucker that brought me here. And my mom’s still alive, just struggles with maintaining lucidity more than I do.
Money doesn’t replace having some parents there. I grew up with my grandparents, because he’s always been gone. Then he comes home, and he always seems loving. Say’s “I love you” and has pushed me to get a cdl and a job and he likely but not outwardly has this view of a son who wants kids. Who wants to take over his legacy as a working man. It’s all bullshit to me, and I don’t want kids. I’m angry to exist, that he built his identity off of me. That when I got here and aged up, I’m not what he wanted. He won’t ever say it. But he didn’t know what he wanted. He didn’t know I might reach 23 and look at life and have a firm and deep disposition of “no thanks”.
I’m just losing. Someone a long time ago warned me to get away from him, like at the start of it all. I had reached out to someone who had a better help sort of thing going on, some sort of mental health movement or assistance or something. They told me to get away from him, but I was about 16. Even now the idea hurts so bad, he’s not technically evil. Or even bad. Not from outside perceptions. But I’m realizing they were right. It just gets harder and harder to do the most basic things, my memory keeps slipping and things that should be basic just tear me up.
I’ve hurt people, and myself. Emotionally, same as I believe he did me. By his absence. He acts like it’s all okay that my mom and I had needs he couldn’t fill, but he took both of us on himself. Why am I paying for his bs? Why do I hate him so much? Why can’t I seem to break out of this anymore? It’s going on about a week of suicidal thoughts and plans and imaginings straight now, I’m no stranger to it but I swear I can almost see and feel myself fading in a different way. Taking damage, but the recovery I used to have is just mia.
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2021.10.23 22:56 NkaujHlubXyooj WFL? ME: FR EVIL UNICORN; THEM: NFR Kangaroo, NFR COW, Bad adds

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2021.10.23 22:56 Truecimetacobell Why do we even have an ASPCA???? USELESS.

75 Coldbrook drive in Howie Center,NS
Vicky and Billy Carter and their adult children live two streets over from me.
They are abusing two beautiful black labs in their old age. I have tried to talk to them about giving their dogs away but they get horribly defensive and boot me off of the property on every attempt.
I have been walking by the house almost every day lately rather than my usual route because I can’t stop thinking about them. Winter is coming and I know it will be the same thing this year.
The family adopted two brand new puppies and now the older dogs do not go inside the house at all and are barely fed.
In the summer both of these old dogs dig holes to stay cool and in the winter are left to the elements while their owners throw water on them for being too loud, whimpering and crying to come inside.
I have called the SPCA repeatedly and they do NOTHING.
Vigilante justice is necessary at this point.
Unfortunately I don’t have the means to do it myself and nowhere to take them where the owners would not drag them back.
I can’t listen to them cry in this rain anymore, tonight was the last straw.
If this post speaks to you, PLEASE HELP THESE POOR SWEET DOGS.
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2021.10.23 22:56 Whocaresdamit 20 [M4F] Quebec/Canada- I really should talk to more people, do you agree?

Hello people!
With everything going poorly in this world, i may need something to take my mind off things. While imagining myself living in the 80s is very fun, i need something more real. So i decided that talking to people may make my days better. While i'm at it, may as well solve my weird hangups about women bt actually talking to them. Talking about what? Anything really, altough it would be nice if you knew about old cars, movies and music because i enjoy them. Hell, you can even flirt with me if you want to(altough don't do that if you have a boyfriend). One final thing: I prefer voice chat to text chat, so bear that in mind.
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2021.10.23 22:56 rhinomancy78 Any one know what this is? Idk where it came from but my cat might have taken a small bite. Wanna know if I should be concerned.

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2021.10.23 22:56 Retrofire-Pink Why are the attributes of this image() constructor not applying?

i was fiddling with this for an hour last night. rather confused. the image() constructor ostensibly accepts two parameters: "width" and "height". yet the image is never altered from those two arguments being passed through the function
meesa confuzzled
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2021.10.23 22:56 TechnicalTerm6 What songs do you like to listen to around Halloween, that are Halloween/ spooky themed (if nothing pls don't reply)?

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2021.10.23 22:56 nox_offc felt very euphoric in this outfit 💫 (they/them)

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2021.10.23 22:56 ExMachina97 MCC 18 Sands of Time Leaderboard (unsplit)

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2021.10.23 22:56 TheLewdBear Evangelo is a savage

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2021.10.23 22:56 nutmeggold Eww...

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2021.10.23 22:56 Puzzleheaded-Gift895 Mia banking for college students

Mos Banking for Students, Scholarships, and Financial aid https://youtu.be/cyhuCF6JNX4
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2021.10.23 22:56 lansinGNativE Best location on the west side for early morning donuts?

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2021.10.23 22:56 SunshineCat 4.15.3 Chapter Discussion (Spoilers up to 4.15.3)

Note that spoiler markings don't appear on mobile, so please use the weekly spoiler topic, which will be posted every Saturday, if you would like to discuss later events.
Link to chapter
Discussion prompts:

  1. What do you think of Valjean's initial reaction to the letter?
  2. Do you think he decided on a different course by the end of the chapter (as he seems to be going to the barricade)? Why?
  3. Other points of discussion? Favorite lines?
Final line:
He [Valjean] strode off in the direction of the markets.
Link to the previous chapter
Link to the 2020 discussion
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2021.10.23 22:56 InMyOpinion_ A 5 hour (47 miles) bus journey around Hong Kong for people to sleep on. The tour is designed for people who can't sleep at night but fall asleep easily on the bus to and from work. Costs $13 to $51 depending on whether they choose the upper or lower deck.

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2021.10.23 22:56 -Philologian They cut Charlotte throwing the title on the ground

Watched the replay in Fox and noticed they cut that from the episode. Kinda awkwardly too.
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2021.10.23 22:56 AdamantiumBalls Unnecessary circle

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2021.10.23 22:56 Smart-Adhesiveness-8 Godzilla Films being stupid for 3 minutes

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2021.10.23 22:56 Bossownes How to calculate 1RM from bench 5X5

I can do 175 5X5 and I’m wondering how I would calculate my one rep Max from doing 5X5’s.
I’m trying to finally bench 225 for my one rep max, I weigh 185.
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2021.10.23 22:56 RDDFT Anyone selling a legendary member vinyl?

Been looking for one but can’t seem to find it anywhere
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2021.10.23 22:56 Coloradomandingo My bbc in Colorado Springs looking to create content with women. Dm me

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2021.10.23 22:56 M-adz Leak. Inktober Day 23.

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2021.10.23 22:56 Strange_Shadows-45 I’m wondering why everyone really wants Dine Out to be the next refresh— I get that it’s super buggy, but I think that it needs to be patched more than it needs a refresh. I think packs like Island Living, Get Famous, Realm of Magic and Outdoor Retreat need refreshes way more than Dine Out.

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2021.10.23 22:56 technicolorputtytat Undertale Fanfiction description

This AU is warm and fuzzy. It's going to be full of great cooking, corny jokes, sex, heat cycles, breeding, pregnancy, and wonderfully curious hybrid children running all over the Ruins.
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