2021.10.20 20:46 Sensitive-Switch-106 Leaves, me, colored pencil, 2021
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2021.10.20 20:46 itsKNIGHTMARE Further evidence of a John revamp
2021.10.20 20:46 llamasaysobey There’s no cat here…only curtain
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2021.10.20 20:46 Smurf-the-adventurer Nothing to live for. Literally have nothing left. Nothing left to give.
Nothing left anymore. Nowhere to go, nothing to look forward to and nowhere to call mine. About to end up homeless again after one more failure at life. I think I should end it all, just need the courage to do it. Betrayed and let down by the only two friends I had left. Massively in debt. I just don’t see the point continuing. Really can’t stay here anymore
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2021.10.20 20:46 All-Seeing-Bot Chris Hayes Podcast with Andrea Elliott | Why Is This Happening? – Ep 184 | MSNBC | MSNBC
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2021.10.20 20:46 WagerTalk Bet On It | College Football Week 8 Picks and Predictions, Vegas Odds, Barking Dogs and Best Bets
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2021.10.20 20:46 karstaunt How do you get into a relationship?
I’m 24f and I feel like I missed my chance on this. Thought it would happen naturally in high school or college but then it just… didn’t. I’ve made out with people at bars and stuff like that but I don’t know how to create a REAL relationship. I don’t think I’m particularly ugly or have a horrible personality, just hesitant about how to go about it.
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2021.10.20 20:46 RunItBackRicky Tomorrow is 10 years alcohol free for me!!!
I grew up working in the restaurant business, became a heavy alcoholic, wasted a little over decade of my life. I lost a lot of memories and money but one day I decided to get a grip and made a promise to myself to quit for 1 month… and that month turned into two and then six and now 10 years with the support from my beautiful girlfriend we made a better path for ourselves. If you have a problem with drugs or alcohol you can do it too. Start with one day at a time and if you mess up it’s ok…. Start over and try again! If you really want it then you can get there as well.
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2021.10.20 20:46 Jbtdude Shaun Splading totorial issue
action number 1
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gml_GlobalScript_PlayerCollision (line 4)
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2021.10.20 20:46 Faihus What’s your controversial food opinion?
2021.10.20 20:46 EVDgallery Monsoon, Me, Alcohol Ink, 2021
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2021.10.20 20:46 SquirrelElectrical77 PPR Trade
2021.10.20 20:46 All-Seeing-Bot Ari Berman: ‘Democracy Is Dying’ Because GOP Blocked Voting Rights Legislation | MSNBC
2021.10.20 20:46 RickRiffs The template for every shitty pizza place salad
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2021.10.20 20:46 DeathByReach Update: The Warthog Rally included code comes with a non-defined "MegaConstrux Coating"
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2021.10.20 20:46 RandyScandie Match Thread: Toronto FC at Inter Miami CF | Major League Soccer | MatchThredder is an Oblivion NPC
2021.10.20 20:46 KahunaBabo Indeed
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2021.10.20 20:46 One-Neighborhood6625 Does music sound different after PSSD?
2021.10.20 20:46 shadowoussoul 2:11 Masked Ball. About 39:40 the log lady is seen saying "I just love Milford weddings". Her lips however don't exactly synch up precisely with these words and her voice sounds a bit different than she normally speaks. Was this perhaps overdubbed?
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2021.10.20 20:46 Nater420retaN Has anyone installed an easyguard on a 2021 Toyota tundra? Having trouble figuring out the wiring in the truck
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2021.10.20 20:46 SirCursePotato Snap back to reality.
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2021.10.20 20:46 EverydayMoonlight Possible infected toe-- need medical treatment or just wrap and clean?
21nonbinary, 5'11, 20 stone, white, UK
I stepped on a sharp piece of plastic almost a week ago and my toe is super painful to walk on and doesn't seem to be healing. I see a yellow layer that I'm not sure about- is this just cut down to the fat, or could it be infected?
I've added a photo of my toe, if someone could advise if seeking advice is necessary it would be appreciated
I have severe agrophobia, so I try to avoid leaving the house if possible, hence my asking here. So far I've just been wrapping on gauze and gently washing with antibacterial soap during each dressing change.
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2021.10.20 20:46 luminarylurker Hawkman
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2021.10.20 20:46 NYCharlie212 [Ashi] "I'm bringing back Annie May"
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2021.10.20 20:46 Broke_Soup "It's not that difficult"
Recently I mentioned to my classmate that I accidentally unplugged my laptop while drawing, and since the battery is broken, unplugging it even slightly immediately shuts it down, and I had forgotten to save the entire 4 hours of work I put into my art. It looked great, I was happy with it, boom gone, 4 hours wasted. The happened the evening before the conversations
I get to college the next day, already mildly annoyed, it was one of those "nothing goes right" days. We talked a bit before class and I mentioned the laptop incident. She then asked "why don't you just buy a new battery?". I told her my parents don't want to, and I can't afford one. Then came the sentence that hit me
"Why don't you get a job then?"
I was a little taken aback, as I remembered telling her part of the reason I quit my job was because I can't handle both college and a job, plus the only type of jobs I can get with my "skill set" are customefood service based, like cashier or waitress. The only thing I'm mildly good at is art, and I know how exceptionally difficult it is to find a job in that industry. I previously had a job in my year off from school, and continued into my first year of college, to see if I could manage it. And I hated it, I had a few sobbing breakdowns and a few more quiet ones in the bathroom. I internally panicked every time I heard that phone ringing(food service), sometimes my brain even tricked me into thinking I heard it. That coupled with my coworker being a childhood bully lead me to quit
Even though I was surprised, I was willing to give her the benefit of the doubt, maybe she'd forgotten, or it was like a knee-jerk reaction. So I just said "it's not that easy for me". Well, her response was "it's not that difficult". I wish. I loved when I could freely spend money on new games because I know I'd still have money left over in case of necessities, without having to bite my tongue and feel bad spending money on myself. I loved actually feeling like I'm at least a semi functioning member of a society that demands more than I'm able to give
I told her "yes it is". Once again she said "no it's not". I was beginning to get annoyed, as I almost never get taken seriously on anything, it's become a sensitive topic for me. I had never explicitly told her I have autism. I don't like telling people about it, as I'm generally good enough at masking and my issues lay less in socializing that people don't see it. And I'm always afraid people will view me differently, or as "less than" when they find out
Had I not been frustrated, I probably would not have said anything and felt hurt silently. But instead I blurted out "I have autism, it's not that easy for me"
Then came the biggest metaphorical slap in the face. "I have autism too, I'm in college and have a job. It's not that hard". I wanted to cry and scream. I only responded "it clearly works differently for you, I can't do it", and walked away to the classroom we'd be in and shut down. She sat next to me in class but I only spoke when she said anything to me. I put my earphones in, music on and just sat there, blankly staring at my laptop screen(Software Development) and felt defeated.
It really hurt. I'd have thought, out of all kinds of people, those who have autism themselves would understand better how hard it can be. And it wasn't like an encouraging "you can do it" type thing either. Though I would still have been a bit frustrated because saying I can do it does not make me suddenly able to do it. My therapist agrees and understands that the state I'd be left in if I had both college and a job would be bad for me and my mental health. But what she said was worse, in my opinion. It felt so belittling
I know she doesn't know about the full extent of how I suffer from over a decade and counting of depression from being undiagnosed, untreated and unaccomodated for all my childhood and teenage years(technically I recieved diagnosis at 15/16, though they literally just told me to google some shit which did not help. Official diagnosis and "treatment" at 18, though I still haven't made any progress). I still wear a fabric tattoo sleeve to cover my scars. And after her response, she won't find out either. Time to lock it back up and throw away the key. And this is the same classmate who my therapist suggested I could ask to bring to a session so we could talk about it. Now I'm glad I didn't
She's never mentioned anything about it again, I'm sure she doesn't even remember it. I thought I'd finally found another friend that wouldn't be a out-of-sight-out-of-mind situation, but this solidified that it is(it's not the only reason why, there's more, but this post is already too long)
Why does my autism have to ruin every good thing? Why couldn't I have been born without it? Where's all the good parts that people often talk about?
I don't even know what I want with this post. It's late and I'm alone in bed with my thoughts. I just need to get it off my chest
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